Would like to take this chance to express my gratitude to Calvin and Zibin, for arranging this Farewell Party despite their busy schedules and of course, those who made a trip down specially to give their wishes. I really appreciate all the efforts you guys made in making this Farwell Party such a memorable and fun one for me. Now, I'm ready to bid SG goodbye for 4months and continue my learning journey somewhere half a globe away. All thanks to you guys' assurance that everything would turns up fine and i'll neven be forgotten!

Though words can't express my gratefulness to each and single one of you, my heartfelt "Thankyou" once again.

Till then!
Much misses.

XOXO

I'll be using this journal to update those pictures dated long time back then and lovethread  would be use for updates in Orlando (Mid March to Early July).

So catch me at both journals! :>

Teach me how to let go, cause i ought to move on.
Cut the craps about fate and timings, cause i believe in none.

Everything i thought i was, became null and void when faced with you.
But i'm not going to be so useless and be the one who stays.
Time to let go of everything unworthy.

 

HELLO I'M BACKED!



I've (kind of) sorted out my thoughts and have ditched the negative thoughts i've been having for the past few days. Yes, i chose this overseas attachment and i should not be grumbling right now. Though i knew this 4 months is going to be tough and challenging, i kinda underestimate what was coming my way. But then again, this is how life is supposed to be yeah? Full of surprises, unexpected nonsense and changes. Trust me when i say i'll make the most out of it.

My special thanks to CALVIN, PEIFEN, AZILA , KIM, DAVE & XINYI! Thanks for all the encouraging emails and etc. You guys really keeps me going! I placed everything in my heart :>

Next week's schedule is horrible, seriously. I'll be working 40hours with back-to-back shifts on Mardi Gras. But thank god, i've Xiaver and Fang with me, working at IOA together! & same timings as Pauline (can take bus together), though she's working at USF!

Got to go now, rushing my report still!
 

It's difficult. It's difficult to be living and working in a foreign country. I miss everything in Sg, so much so that i can no longer hold back my tears. Got up from bed and continue my weeping in the bathroom, went to bed again, but crawled to the living room eventually to express my grief. Know what?! I would be such an insensitive idiot if i were to cry infront of the others, esp those who miss their family/ friends/ bf/ pets or those who met with problems in their work. So yeah, i only dare to let out everything when im alone ): In a hopeful attempt to lift our mood, Shu Hui and I worked hand in hand and finished a tub of B&J's Banana Split, too bad it wasnt effective or whatsoever.

Right from the start, i've been wondering why the hell do i put myself through this. Any ideas, anyone?

Goodbye for now, Meadowsloves.

Hello from Orlando!  Sorry for the lack of updates these days, its' been a mad rush in Sg with tight schedules and everything. I was packing my luggage and baggage(s) till the last min! Oh yes, 5 out of 5 of my roommates told me i brought to many clothings over to Orlando, while i thought i've left alot of my precious clothings in Sg (and was sore about this). Contradicting, yes.

How's everybody over at Sg?! I cried so so so easily, when on phone with Mom, when exchanging sms-es with friends... Now y'know how i miss Sg! At times i really regret choosing this overseas' attachment. But i suppose this weird and uneasy feeling will soon be over, like what we learnt in ICCA's module. Mmmm i hope so.

Okay got to run now! Sending emails to my favourite people and off to Publix!

While on our way to the US Embassy on a bright and sunny morning, we happened to bump into Renee and Hui Ying :> We spent quite abit of our youth at the waiting area, all for the short interview, all for my Visa, all for access to US, all for my 4months' attachment. Anyway if im right, the angmoh interviewer said something like, 'You've ugly fingerprints, but i forgive you'. Haha so whatthehell yes?! But Sylvia thought it might be: "You've got ugly nail polish...'. Haha i'll have to agree to the latter, cos i din't managed to remove every bit of my nail polish. I thought the interview might be a formal one, hence the removal of my beloved nail colour, but nah, its' a goddamn short one (with many security protocols). Supposedly going to do our nails together with Jiamin, but cos the Clubbing Session was cancelled, we dint managed to meetup before that. Okay i shall make do with my naked nails ):

Went back to school for the OIPP's briefing by Mr Kumar and the respective LO(s) and went Northpoint for some 'Pre-groceries' shopping' with Kim. Haha. I think we spent quite abit of time at Cold Storage marking the items imaginary for our 'actual' groceries' shopping on Friday. Harvey Norman for some price checkings, and we managed to suppress our desires till the upcoming IT Fair. Haha way to go girls! Oh yes, i saw Suzhen, JingKai and Merlyn in Cold Storage as well! I even took part in their 'video fliming', okay catch me there.

Meetup with Calvin afterwards and all thanks to his umbrella, managed to shelter Kim to her bus-stop. Haha but i've some trouble 'opening' the umbrella and coincidentally, Nigiel and Kelvin Lee saw my struggling/ battle, i hope its' not too much of an unpleasant sight. Haha. Afterwhich, JJ and Zibin came shortly and went KFC for dinner.

I'll have to wake up in less than 1.5 hour ):
Accomplish quite abit this Sunday and im pretty exhausted now. Probably it's time for bed.

C called me this morning with a shocking and unpleasant news- E's mom has passed away. So much for the credibility uh. The doctor actually told E, his mon has around half a year more? In fact, only days has passed. How unpredictable life is? I think i've got alot to learn from E, he's way strong than anyone.