Smiles underneath velvet skies.

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 11:26:06 GMT

Farewell Party!

Wed, 06 May 2009 02:29:11 GMT

Would like to take this chance to express my gratitude to Calvin and Zibin, for arranging this Farewell Party despite their busy schedules and of course, those who made a trip down specially to give their wishes. I really appreciate all the efforts you guys made in making this Farwell Party such a memorable and fun one for me. Now, I'm ready to bid SG goodbye for 4months and continue my learning journey somewhere half a globe away. All thanks to you guys' assurance that everything would turns up fine and i'll neven be forgotten!

Though words can't express my gratefulness to each and single one of you, my heartfelt "Thankyou" once again.

Till then!
Much misses.

XOXO

Photo Courteousy of Zibin!

Bui caught pinching food!

Gotcha! The first to start the ball rolling. Haha.

Spaghetti, Asam Fish. Stir-fry Brocoli and Mushrooms, Fried Sotong in Black Bean Paste, Shrimp Dumplings, Satay Chicken, Samosa, Spring Rolls and Sambal Prawns (VERY NICE!)

The aftermath of answering Tool's question. HAHA.

Bui's effort in compliance with the theme!

UP NEXT, STOCKING MANIA! :D

The guys needed a power nap (till the clock strikes 12!).

Keith, my sex slave!

My dearest Shelbyshelby20!

THANKYOU CALVIN FOR YOUR SUPPLY OF LIQUOR & WINES! Y'know i love you the most :D

I always get high and gay after drinks.

The night just get better, with the liquor, wines and games! Started with the bottle of Jim Bean and afterwhich, Baileys and Vodlka. Those that were not KO (yet) went downstairs for more. A deadly mix of hard liquor, vodlka and wines. I couldnt recall the number of times i went up to the room and down again, everyone were worried i might fall to my death, just like the figure in chalks. With my lack of self-control, i started doing stupid things and nonsensical rambles. I apologise for the trouble caused, i love you guys!

Woked up a couple of hours later after my high and gay spirit has completely worn off, staggered my way down and found my dearest Kester lying on the floor (got mattress though). Ms Hong Weiling and Ms Esther Tay were the culprits! I heard they were the ones who forced the alcohol down his throat and started shaking him (asking him some stupid questions) and resulting in the pool of unknown substances in the basin and rubbish bin! Tied the plastic bag (else the whole chalet is going to be oh-so-stinky), got him a glass of water and carried on with my sleep. Erm pardon my falling memory, i guess the above was what happened yeah? Haha.

Noone else was in the right mind to take any more photos, the followings are taken the next morning :>

Okay ending this post with my 2 of my peekture (to remind everyone of me!).

We kissed and drew in the water.

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 02:39:46 GMT

I'll be using this journal to update those pictures dated long time back then and lovethread would be use for updates in Orlando (Mid March to Early July).

So catch me at both journals! :>

http://lovethread.livejournal.com

Roots of my agony.

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 23:39:38 GMT

Teach me how to let go, cause i ought to move on.
Cut the craps about fate and timings, cause i believe in none.

Everything i thought i was, became null and void when faced with you.
But i'm not going to be so useless and be the one who stays.
Time to let go of everything unworthy.

So keep breathing.

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 23:35:37 GMT

The struggles I'm facing.
The chance I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down.
But no, I'm not breaking.

I may not know it.
But these are the moments that, I'm gonna remember the most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.

And I, got to be strong.
Just keep pushing on.

- Miley C

Magic in a mortal's minute.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 03:21:45 GMT

HELLO I'M BACKED!

I've (kind of) sorted out my thoughts and have ditched the negative thoughts i've been having for the past few days. Yes, i chose this overseas attachment and i should not be grumbling right now. Though i knew this 4 months is going to be tough and challenging, i kinda underestimate what was coming my way. But then again, this is how life is supposed to be yeah? Full of surprises, unexpected nonsense and changes. Trust me when i say i'll make the most out of it.

My special thanks to CALVIN, PEIFEN, AZILA , KIM, DAVE & XINYI! Thanks for all the encouraging emails and etc. You guys really keeps me going! I placed everything in my heart :>

Next week's schedule is horrible, seriously. I'll be working 40hours with back-to-back shifts on Mardi Gras. But thank god, i've Xiaver and Fang with me, working at IOA together! & same timings as Pauline (can take bus together), though she's working at USF!

Got to go now, rushing my report still!

Naked heart ache.

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 21:35:57 GMT

It's difficult. It's difficult to be living and working in a foreign country. I miss everything in Sg, so much so that i can no longer hold back my tears. Got up from bed and continue my weeping in the bathroom, went to bed again, but crawled to the living room eventually to express my grief. Know what?! I would be such an insensitive idiot if i were to cry infront of the others, esp those who miss their family/ friends/ bf/ pets or those who met with problems in their work. So yeah, i only dare to let out everything when im alone ): In a hopeful attempt to lift our mood, Shu Hui and I worked hand in hand and finished a tub of B&J's Banana Split, too bad it wasnt effective or whatsoever.

Right from the start, i've been wondering why the hell do i put myself through this. Any ideas, anyone?

Goodbye for now, Meadowsloves.

I MISS SG!

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 15:22:03 GMT

Hello from Orlando! Sorry for the lack of updates these days, its' been a mad rush in Sg with tight schedules and everything. I was packing my luggage and baggage(s) till the last min! Oh yes, 5 out of 5 of my roommates told me i brought to many clothings over to Orlando, while i thought i've left alot of my precious clothings in Sg (and was sore about this). Contradicting, yes.

How's everybody over at Sg?! I cried so so so easily, when on phone with Mom, when exchanging sms-es with friends... Now y'know how i miss Sg! At times i really regret choosing this overseas' attachment. But i suppose this weird and uneasy feeling will soon be over, like what we learnt in ICCA's module. Mmmm i hope so.

Okay got to run now! Sending emails to my favourite people and off to Publix!

Touch up of colours.

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 19:05:14 GMT

While on our way to the US Embassy on a bright and sunny morning, we happened to bump into Renee and Hui Ying :> We spent quite abit of our youth at the waiting area, all for the short interview, all for my Visa, all for access to US, all for my 4months' attachment. Anyway if im right, the angmoh interviewer said something like, 'You've ugly fingerprints, but i forgive you'. Haha so whatthehell yes?! But Sylvia thought it might be: "You've got ugly nail polish...'. Haha i'll have to agree to the latter, cos i din't managed to remove every bit of my nail polish. I thought the interview might be a formal one, hence the removal of my beloved nail colour, but nah, its' a goddamn short one (with many security protocols). Supposedly going to do our nails together with Jiamin, but cos the Clubbing Session was cancelled, we dint managed to meetup before that. Okay i shall make do with my naked nails ):

Went back to school for the OIPP's briefing by Mr Kumar and the respective LO(s) and went Northpoint for some 'Pre-groceries' shopping' with Kim. Haha. I think we spent quite abit of time at Cold Storage marking the items imaginary for our 'actual' groceries' shopping on Friday. Harvey Norman for some price checkings, and we managed to suppress our desires till the upcoming IT Fair. Haha way to go girls! Oh yes, i saw Suzhen, JingKai and Merlyn in Cold Storage as well! I even took part in their 'video fliming', okay catch me there.

Meetup with Calvin afterwards and all thanks to his umbrella, managed to shelter Kim to her bus-stop. Haha but i've some trouble 'opening' the umbrella and coincidentally, Nigiel and Kelvin Lee saw my struggling/ battle, i hope its' not too much of an unpleasant sight. Haha. Afterwhich, JJ and Zibin came shortly and went KFC for dinner.

Fragility of life.

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 20:46:19 GMT

I'll have to wake up in less than 1.5 hour ):
Accomplish quite abit this Sunday and im pretty exhausted now. Probably it's time for bed.

C called me this morning with a shocking and unpleasant news- E's mom has passed away. So much for the credibility uh. The doctor actually told E, his mon has around half a year more? In fact, only days has passed. How unpredictable life is? I think i've got alot to learn from E, he's way strong than anyone.

& I'm thanking you with all my heart.

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 16:55:57 GMT

PHEWWWWW. FINALLY, EVERYTHING'S SETTLED! TEEHEE I FEEL SO RELIEF RIGHT NOW. Bintan's trip is cancelled, we'll be having a chalet instead! :> To those who promised me it will be fun, please make good of your words! Haha the full-service bar would be something i'll look forward to!

Frankly speaking, Farewell Party over at Bintan would certainly be my pick, but i know i can't be so self-centered and only think for myself ): Moreover, you guys are way nice to me, i can't afford to be willful and do only what i like/ enjoys, without sparing a thought to others. Y'know despite the various contraints ($$$ & work schedules), you guys agreed to the trip (after C's influential message), and thats more enough already! I know you'all treats me well and do not wish to disappoint me and leave the final decision to me, cos its' my Farewell Party. So yes, we'll have it in Sg, next week :DD

Haha cmon praise me for being sensible and understanding! But prolly what Meisui said plays a part too: (1) Since i'm leaving Sg, i should spend my remaining days in Sg instead of travelling abroad. (2) Not everyone can go, and what matters' more for Farewell Party is prolly the number of attendees. Haha i think thats' about it?! Anyway, C you're right! Meisui managed to change my decision, i should not have went town with her! However i suppose my conscience plays an important role too- I must think of others as well :>

& I'M SINCERELY THANKFUL TO EVERYONE (ESP CALVIN!) :DD
A thousand and a million thankyou.. I'm contented for i've such great friends around me.

(:

P/s: I don't think i've enough time to upload the photos, before i leave Sg ): Tsk stop going out and stay at home!

The Arena, Fashion Bar & Rebel.

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 16:10:21 GMT

Haha we squeezed 3 butts in a 2-seaters' seat.

First 3 jugs

2nd round of jugs haha

Bourbon coke, all-time favourite!

I MISS MY BRIGHT RED COLOURED NAILS ):

JiaSheng looked the same in all the pictures?! HAHA.

The rest took the following pictures while Calvin and I were performing a good deed, with no returns at all.

5 out of 7 of those who went were reluctant to club, and that includes me! Haha quick praise me, praise me! If not for the rare occurance that Meisui and Weiling were having the same off-day, i doubt we'll go. Anyway, i think it's the first time ever, that i arrived the first! Went Arena first for drinks, with Weiling's friends, and their Lychee Martini and Sex on the Beach taste awful, sugary with only a miserable bit of alcohol. We ended up running back to the bar evey now and then for more, we were so desparate for more that we suggested standing by the bar and drink. Zirca's Lychee Martini is way way way better! Mood wasnt lifted, blood wasnt warm, even after pouring 6glasses or so down my gullet.

Went over to Fashion Bar to look for the guys and we had a total of 6jugs... After satisfying our hunger for alcohol over at Fashion Bar, we went to Rebel and dance till the next morning! I saw Renee and her HB's classmates, Soewandi and Wee soo they all and one of my ex-colleague working in Ritz Carlton (but i forgotten her name!).

Highlight of that day: WE SAVED A GIRL (Katrina) FROM POSSIBLE 'DANGERS'!!
Haha praise me, praise me, praise me again! Okay the story goes: While me and Meisui were making our way to the ladies, a guy needed our help in finding his friend, who was so-called, dead drunk and probably stuck in the cubicle or something. Being kind-hearted people, we went banging the cubicles'' doors and shouting for her name, Audrey in this case. Coincidentally, i met my friend who i knew through working at Ritz Carlton and she was finding the female lead, Audrey, with one of her friends too. Daring enough, she crawled on top of the partition of the cubicle and got Katrina out (she was too drunk to even unlock the door). I dont know why she passed her (Katrina) to me afterwards, and disappeared into the thin air. Haha okay lah, i think she has something to see to. However, we were unable to find the 'friend' who was supposed to wait outside for her. So yeah, if you understand what i'm saying, we mixed up the identities of the 2 different girls. Stupid, yes.

Haha but we're not to be blame okay. She (Katrina) responsed when we were calling out to Audrey! After spending quite a while looking for her friends and hopeful attempt to identiy her bad, we gave up and sent her home. Good thing she can still remember her telephone number, but a pity she can't recall any of her friends'. Haha anyway, me and C speculate the lesbian-looking staff over at the baggage counter is interested in me! Okay however silly it sounds, but she touched my left hand (i left my heavy fat arms on the counter) and asked me if i'll do the same (collect her bag) if she's drunk too, in a very weird tone and unusual eye contact. Do i fits the bill of being a bi-sexual?! I said yes (if i'm not wrong...), cos i'm not 100% sober what.

Puking starts again while we're at the Taxi Stand. I think theres' another guy who was in a terrible state, he was lying in a pool of vomit and pretty unconscious (btw i heard from Weiling they'al, the vomit comprises mostly of maggie mee, and possibility he had 2 packets, instead of 1 haha). Not that we're so heartless to leave him by himself, but we're way occupied with one drunken already.

Good thing the Taxi Uncle had a plastic bag with him, just in case the puking mania starts again. Seriously unglam, the vomit's content is like stuck onto her hair, neckcles and dress. I wonder why the hell can her friends be so basterd and leave her behind. Tsktsktsk. Heartless creatures. Gave her my number but she never called at all, despite saying she'll pay us back the cab fare. Not small amount okay, $30 or so! Cos we've to travel back to Rebel again, from her house. Worst of all, we dint even receive any THANKYOU/(S) at all, from her Dad. Humans nowadays can be so unappreciative! If not for us, i cant imagine what would happened to your daughter manz. I think we're more than kind to take care of her and send her back home. Total waste of our $$$ and 'high-ness'' (despite spending so much on liquor). Y'know we drink, drink, drink and drink for the sake of lifting our mood and get all high and gay, but after spending hours on her, everythings' gone! Argh what a waste.

I've learn to be smart, cos it doesnt pay to be kind. We should have heed Weiling and Meisui's advice- Job's done when we throw her into the cab. You dont wanna know how difficult it is, to take care of someone when you, yourself is tipsy. I can't even stand properly nor walk straight, yet i've to be her pillar and let her lean on. Whats' world coming to?! Maybe i should push her to C, so that they would receive some 'benefits' for paying the 30 plus dollars for the cab. Haha just joking, i know you guys won't take advantage of girls, yes?! Anyway, i dont know whats' with all the stares out there, that night. I wonder if we're that attractive or seeing a drunk girl is sucha good opportunity/ eye-opener. I supposed everyone is waiting for the chance to jump onto her, when i let go of my grip. Clubs are full of meat hunters who are so desparate for meats, disgusting only.

Can i praise myself again?! I think i'm quite smart, despite being tipsy. Y'know i was really pretty scared when i got separated from C and Meisui (i think we were making our way to the ladies), so i sat on the toilet bowl and told myself i must not stagger and i must walk straight, so that none will be able to see through me, that i'm not sober. However, the nice friends i have will never abandon me! :> I saw them while i was squeezing a quarter of my way into the crowded dance floor! Phew. And secondly, though high and gay, i still know which asshole is behind my back trying to do desparate things and i would pull C over and change place with him! HAHA IM NOT THOSE OFFERING FREE SERVICE/(S) OKAY, DONT EVER TAKE GIRLS' AS PUSHOVERS!

We met another lousy guy with sucky pick-up line ('This is my first time here, and you teach me how to dance') towards the closing. I think Weiling is going to kill him if he does not scam fast enough. As usual, went Macs for breakfast and homed :>

Yeah, we did a good deed. What goes around, comes around, we'll be rewarded soon! Haha.

This sense of closure and completion seems so close yet so far.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 19:23:46 GMT

I'M L E A V I N G SG, NEXT SUNDAY.

This news came shocking and tears' jerking enough that i felt like crying on few instances yesterday, esp when i'm with C they all. Anyway, its' not as though i've been an ignorant idiot all along, i've been counting down to my days left in Sg in fact, but i just din't expect im so near to my date of departure... So so so near, that i can use the phrase, 'Next Sunday'.

I ought to stop my procrastination, i've only 12days left to accomplish everything i need to and wish to. Hence, i've come up with a list of my to-do(s) and to-go(s) :>

TO B U Y

- Get a new phone
- Get a Semi-pro/ DSLR (Should i wait for the upcoming IT Fair?!)
- Get a MP3 player or something close- in loving memory of my beloved late Creative Muvo which went for a dip in -the washing machine/ laundry water...
- Groceries and necessities' shoppings trips with Sylvia, Shu Hui and Kim
- Get my retainers' soaking tablets

TO D O
- Clear my room + Pack clothes for donation to Salvation Army
- Suspend my M1's line for 4 months & get a HI Card
- USA Embassy to retrieve my passport and collect my VISA (4th March, Wed)
- Transfer $$$ to TA for my air tickets (by this week)
- Make the chocolate coated cornflakes and chocolates for Family & Friends (so that they will be reminded of me!)
- Need to pass C they all the shirts i got for them in BKK
- Get my nails' done/ remove everything (not yet decided)
- Finish reading the cook book and return to NLB
- Take more photos and develop/ print them out
- Spend quality time with my lovely friends and family which i'll miss terribly ):
- Change my passport's photograph!!
- Last thing: Pack my luggage ):

TO G O

- Oosh @ Dempsey Road
- Tour around SG like a tourist HAHA
- Idk cant think of any place now...

Idk if i should say, my day has just started or it is coming to an end?! Alrights, i shall take as though its' the latter! Transfer $$$ and off to bed! Checking the mail box has become my daily routine and i 'seldom get disappointed' with the contents :> Take today for example, i received 2 dresses from TE and my loots from ASOS! Woohoo keep the parcels coming in!

However, the consequences of retail therapy: Beloved Mom who seldom control my spendings came into my room and have a talk with me regarding the previous month's bills and asked me not to spend anymore on clothings and whatsnot, cos Dad has been complaining about the way i spend my $$$, my bursting wardrobes and the hangers which are on the verge of breaking. So yeah, maybe i should learn to save up... But i would rather cut down on my meals' expenses rather than retail therapy! Haha thats girls' nature for you. Anyway, i realised i should not participate in any backorders anymore, cos the items would reach my mailbox only when im over at Orlando.

OKAY, NEED TO CUT DOWN ON SPENDINGS!
How time flies, to think i even thought of going back to ERA with Agatha to earn some extras before the term break.

Faint and reoccuring patterns.

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 14:11:58 GMT

I realised i'm bad at doing multiple tasks, and nothing seems to be right/ completed ):

Currently occupied with...
(1) DS FORMS
(2) Online Shopping (with > 7windows)
(3) DBS Ibank's site (balance's dropping)
(4) Msn (sorry, my replies are damn slow)
(5) Uploading photos, but idk where to start from
(6) Drinking HL low-fat milk (all-time's favourite!)
(7) Removing my nail polish which is damn diffcult! Like half painted and half's not ): Not used to my naked nails, they look fugly ):

Anyway, i've to wake up early in the morning tmr and head down to Napier Road with Sylvia for our appts with the American Embassy. And guess what, tmr is going to be the day i've woke up earliest, thus far (during this term break)! Haha. But prior to the appt, i've many many many forms to prepare and also a 5cm x 5cm photograph (which we'll be taking tmr at the booth).

I'm sucha lazy bum... I din't even bother to prepare the forms, until now. & im quite lost now, with regards to the proof of finances. I dont know which banks' statements i should use... I thought of borrowing 2 grands or smth from Sissy to back my financial stability, but i realised my POSB's bank book does not have anymore space for me to update the book with new records. Unless i use the Ibanking records instead, but i'll need 4 to 5 grands from Sissy in that case, and i'm afraid the addition of such a big sum might make the whole thing suspicious ($$$ transferred over, only on the day before). So im only left with UOB ): & that would prolly means i've to go down to the bank later to deposit the sum or make do with the sum inside. Omg how how how?

Okay got to run now! Need a short nap before continuing!
Best of luck to my favourite classmates who are starting their internships tomorrow! :>

Insignificant importance.

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 19:26:32 GMT

Life's been pretty good for me, i hope the same goes to everyone out there :>
Lazy bum or what, but i don't feel like moving a single inch. Prolly aftermath of yesterday's drinking and clubbing session. Though high and tipsy after the continuous martinis and jugs, i still remember how we saved a girl and how unappreciative her Dad was. Will fill in the details and pictures again.

FEELING A LITTLE GUILTY OVER...

(1) I din't attend my relative's wake at all, throughout these 3days and went out with friends instead.

(2) I was supposedly to go with my folks today for the crementation but i ended up sleeping at home.
(3) I've been spending alot on clothes still (should be saving up for Orlando's trip)
(4) Have not clear my room yet
(5) Been sleeping like from 5am to 2pm every day (causing harm to my body and wasting my days)
(6) Perhaps i should really have my Farewell Party in Sg instead and stop causing trouble to everyone...

Anyway, i wanted to change my lj's song, but im quite lazy to deal with the htmls again. And come to think of it, i remember how this song used to remind me of everything unworthy and surprisingly, everything works out eventually! Haha perhaps i ought to be grateful to Nicole Scherzinger!

Thats' all for now, goodnights my favourite people (:

Every breath, i'm deeper into you.

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 08:52:20 GMT

"I can’t promise to buy you the world

Or steal you the stars from the moon
I can’t promise the rest of our lives
Will sing like the usual love tune
But this much I know to be true
I’d regret it the rest of my days
If I never said I love you"

You made it easy for me to watch the world with love.

Sat, 21 Feb 2009 09:22:14 GMT

WASTED WHOLE OF MY SATURDAY'S AFTERNOON ):
Slept all the way till 4pm, until my phone rang. Almost in tears while talking to JJ ): IM SO SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME! Shall try my best to salvage my Saturday! Heading out after a bath! :D

Yay Bintan's trip seems more hopeful now, i've steady on on banana friends: Me, Meisui, Weiling, Calvin, Zibin, Cream, JJ and Weigen! 8 confirmed attendees, thus far! Most probably gonna have our own double-storey villa, private swimming pool and private bbq pit! Lets' look forward to Early March together!

Post-Exams' Craze

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 18:36:11 GMT

Sleepy eyes, i hate you.

Then we met 2 helpful and nice guys over at Rebel who helped us with the photo-takings and 'clearing' the mist.

A jug of Vodka Lime $48- EXPENSIVE ONLY!

Went over to Fashion Bar for more drinks to get us high and gay...

Pee's sexy back!

The challenge begins...

Crawled over to Macs for breakfast... My 4inches heels is killing me.

SORRY CEE. I can't resist the temptation of putting these pictures up :>

Confession: I HEARTS MY LEGGINGS!

My body's clock is in a mess... I can't sleep at night, nor can i sleep in the morning. But i can sleep pretty well in the afternoon. Why oh why?! I thought i'll fall asleep right away this morning when i got home, but nope, wasn't sleepy at all. All thanks to my awake-ness, i managed to secure a piece from HVV, which Sylvia is drowning in regrets now, oos.

Yesterday's night was quite a blast! First stop, Zirca, followed by Rebel then off to Fashion Bar and back to Rebel again. Danced and laughed all night, till Rebel close for the day at 4plus am. Being youthful is prolly our only assets- We've that much of energy to dance and groove till the last beat! The tired souls are thankful to Peiling's friend for helping us to collect our belongings and save us the hassle of queuing up. Saw the bouncer we met at Zirca again at Rebel, the one who commented on my leggings, being beautiful yet (seems to be) uncomfotable. Okay hes pretty friendly, and a lil handsome?! Haha. Anyway, apart from the 'unpleasant surprise' my leggings gave me, i've no more complaints about it. & I'm very thankful for everyone for racking their brains for solutions. Esp Kim who did smth to the pushcart!

Peifen made my heart skipped a beat too, cos i've always regard my handphone as something of great importance. Yes, over wallets and etc. Lady luck was on our side, we managed to retrieve the phone, along with a packet of tissue paper! Haha. Went Macs for breakfast and slack awhile before bidding Clarke Quay goodbye. Yesterday's fun was undeniable and most agreed on having another smashing session next week! Prolly to St James?!

However, i feels that all these nightlife sessions do have detrimental impacts on my health and skin ): Thats' why i never fails to smack a generous amount of night cream on my face, before turning in the next morning. But Mom loves to pass discouraging remarks like, 'the damage has already been done' and blahblahblah! Y'know i planned to wear a rather skin-fitting dress yesterday, but i look like 3months pregnant after putting it on! Like whatthehell, high time for serious weight losing! Okay i'm going to make the most out of tmr's swimming session with Meisui!

Anyway, i would like to compliment myself for attempting to strike a balance in life :> The latest events i've planned are 'Dancing to your tune' and 'Healthy people, happy people' (in FB)! & also upcoming ones like, swimming, trekking and etc! LETS' SAY YES TO HEALTHY LIVING! Weiling, i'll make good of my words! Haha.

Calvin gave me the following options for Farewell Party: Get lost quietly!/ Dinner/ BBQ/ Chalet/ Bintan/ Batam and etcetcetc! Heehee guess which one is my ideal choice?! BINTAN! A short getaway to Bintan do sounds fun, so i hope this trip will materialise! Erm but taking into consideration the short time span available for planning, i shall not be way too hopeful in this. But i've faith in you, Calvin! Haha.

I realised i've alot to learn, alot to cope with and handle. Cuz frankly speaking, i've not cook a proper meal before (not even rice, using rice cooker) nor did any laundry before, and i'll be lying if i were to say im not worried for the upcoming months over at Orlando. However, i believe i'm sensible and (probably) independent enough for whats' coming ahead! What Shu Hui said make sense, we ought to pick up some cooking techiniques/ skills, to ensure we don't get starve to death and of cos, warmth from homecooked food and the food being healthier in every aspects!

I HOPE TO GET A SEMI-PRO/ DSLR BY END FEB... WILL $$$ DROPS FROM THE SKY?! Nevermind, shall be realistic and buy whichever i can afford at present! Trust me, 'll do whatever it takes to make myself worthy of a DSLR, even if it means taking up courses and etc! Just so you wait! I'll make you mine, one day! :>

If only everyday was that sugary...

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 08:58:38 GMT

YAYNESS! EXAMS' OVER, OVER, OVER! YES, OVER!
Very impromptu plan over to Suki Suchi, cos Post-Exams' period really calls for a celebration! Pig-out days rawks! I'm very sorry to the Mochi, Cha Soba and Chawanmushi! I dont mean to play with the Mochi, but i was feeling full already, i dont mean to waste the Cha Soba and Chawanmushi but they taste awful! Haha anyway, the Mochi did brought much laughters to us (inside joke)! Went over to the arcade for a game of Basketball, in a hopeful attempt to speed up the digestion's process?!

Next stop, Mind Cafe! Okay i admit i was damn reluctant to go initially, cos im not those board games person, and would very much rather go KBOX/ Partyworld or indulge in some other activites instead. But well, it turns up fine and we really had fun! I'm so sorry Agatha, indirectly causing Garfield the cat to be unhappy :>

YAY QUALITY TIME SPENT WITH CLASSMATESSSSSSSS ((:

Went Plaza Singapura to meet Meisui afterwards! Badly blistered foots cant take it anymore, bought a flats from Charles&Keith and changed into that immediately. I do feel guilty alrights, for spending $$$ this way. And this is not the first time i did such things. Gods knows how many pair of shoes i owned! Well, i guess Dad had enough of me already, he gave me 2weeks' grace to arrange all my shoes (means stop hiding them in my closet, bookshelves, or even inside my bags). Okay time for tabulations! Soon, soon, very.

Calvin joined us afterwards and we walked around PS randomly. Calvin the anti-climax refused to tell us the 'surprising' secret/ news, spoiler! HAHA BUT NOW, WE KNOWS IT ALREADY YOZZZZ!

Kopi-soh (according to Agatha Ahbui)

SALMON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doramon's favourite :>

This sucks terribly!

Everyone's favourite! Yay!

Tsk super unglam

Okay i look like an idiot again here

You don't wanna know Sylvia's hatred/ fear for the Sun

Carolyn Cashmere!

TEAM PURPLE: Me, Agatha & Peiling
TEAM BLUE: Peifen, Sylvia, Shu Hui & Kim

Cranky-alike! Haha.

Peppermint, Dark Chocolate and Green Tea!

Okay pardon the uber shag face of mine. Imagine memorising the 9 HR's Functions, Methods of Trainings, Stages of Career Development, Challenges of HR Dept, Definations of the various HR's terms and etcetcetc!

I should try and update my journal daily, cos i've quite abit of overdue photos! :>

But I tell myself, it's gonna be worth it.

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 07:07:10 GMT

Tohato's Caramel Corn brings back childhood memories! I look like a happy fat kid right now, with the packet on my left, and Pokka Green Tea (all-time favourite!) on my right! Frankly speaking, i admit gaining quite abit of weight/ meat/ fats this few months and i ought to get my ass off the chair and start running! Prolly thats' why i'm so steady on on banana yesterday, when Meisui suggested playing basketball after the heavy dinner! I've got some activities lined up already, swimming, flying kites and playing netball (with classmates), i'm going to embark on a healthy lifestyle! Since most of them wanna quite drinking already.

I NEED TO DO SMTH TO MY NAILS! They look friggin ugly now ): Either remove everything or go for another manicure session. I dont know but my nails seems suffocated, so maybe i should stop painting them for some days?! But i'm lazy to remove them myself, and i feel like going for Classic ones this time round. More or less decided on the colours already, either electric blue/ yellow/ plum/ brown. Okay shall see how.

OUB is poorer by another $188.30, just for the cashier order. There's even commission involved for the issuance, blood suckers. Prolly going to spend my whole day at home today, to start planning for the upcoming weeks/ months, pack my rooms and fill up the DS Forms. Today gonna be the first day i'm at home for 24hrs! Have been heading out eversince the last paper, need to spend some time 'arranging my life'. Haha. On a brighter note, i'm going out tmr, Fri and Sun with my wonderful Classmates, Sec School friends and AI Netball! I'm still free for Wed and Sat, hurry make your bookings! Kind souls will ask me out (during this period, before i leave), worthy friends wont turn me down if i ask them out and to-die-for friends will send me off at the airport. Haha now y'know how i classify my friends?! Okay just joking, that's pretty random. But still, those who stayed when friends in need, are friends indeed :DD

DAYS WITHOUT BOOKS, TOTALLY RAWKS!!!

Baa baa black sheep.

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 06:30:02 GMT

What a failed attempt in making Strawberry Cheesecake ): But nevermind, what does not kills will only make me stronger! Haha.

It's around 2.22pm now, have to prepare going school ): Need to collect the form from GREAT from Ms Tee and make an appt with the US Embassy. Prolly going down to the bank tmr, for the cashier order and draft up some bank statements to prove my financial ability, with Sylvia and Shu Hui.

Next, i shall drop my Yishun, to POSB to get a new bank book and City Chain to repair my watch. & prolly meeting Cream they all for dinner!

Okay thats' about it! Uploading photos is tedious shit! Still in the midst of completing Cream's Birthday!

Fine Dining Practical!

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 11:03:28 GMT

1. Explain your relationship status:
SINGLES RAWKS! I'm not those who are unable to breathe without their boyfriends in their sight.

2. Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
I think you better wake up, babe, wake up.
Dont'y see that you're doing him a favour.
And to top it off, he's a player.
It's crazy, it's a crazy kind of love.

3. What did you wear today?

Miss Selfridge Satin Spag, JJ's tee & Ahmad Ibrahim PE Shirt

4. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
Both?!

5. How many windows are open on your computer?
T E N !!

6. What are you doing after this?
Take a nap?

7. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
AISS’s Bookshop?

8. Do you like to cuddle?
YES

9. Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
Uncles’ daughter? HAPPY 8TEEN.

10. Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
Agatha, Bernard, Dickson, Kathy, Melvin, Calvin, Jun Jie (HAHA RANDOM SCHOOLMATES’ NAMES, BUT I DO LIKE SOME THOUGH)

11. Do you like hugs?
YES OF COS

12. Are you a loud person?
HAHA I GUESS SO

13. Look to your left, what do you see?
Wardrobe

14. What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
$$$ to drop from the sky

15. Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
What’s smashed? Destroyed? Shattered? Ruined?

16. Have you ever had a crush on your sibling’s friend?
Nope

17. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
Not really

18. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
I don’t know

19. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
Yeah

20. Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
Errr Shawn?

21. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Depends, but I hurting things I said came out processed.

22. Last serious hug?
One day ago I guess, with my Mom! HAHA

23. Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Doubt so

24. Is something bothering you?
Yes, a lot in fact…

25. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Sadly, no ):

26. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Yes, but none is so influenceable thus far.

27. What time woke you up this morning?
How about afternoon 3pm plus?

28. Would you go back in time to change something?
YES! LOTS OF!

More recent would definitely be: Set alarm clocks on Wednesday, to revise MICE!

29. Is it hard leaving people behind?
Well I suppose so…

30. What are you excited for?
Attachment = Orlando? (< 1month)

31. Who was the last missed call from?
JJ (caused my lousy phone to hang)

32. What was the last thing you spent your money on?
Cab?

33. Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
Nope. But there is a song which reminds me of every single guy I loved.

34. What are you doing right now?
This goddamn long survey!

35. Can you handle the truth?

Yes and No

36. How's your life lately?

Satisfactory \m/

37. When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
Throwing the mochi back to the conveyor belt?

38. Do you hate being alone?
OF COS!

39. Where were you last night?
Mount Faber, Bottle Tree Park, Lower Seletar Reservoir

40. Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Ice lemon tea

41. Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
Probably

42. When did you first get Myspace?
Like sec3 or 4?

43. Are you drifting away from any friends?
Yea, some

44. Wat are you listening to?
Ne-Yo's Over my Head

45. What are you doing tonight?
Meeting Elyn for DESSERTS! & intro me some jobs!

46. Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?

Yessssssssssssssss

47. Are you wearing socks?
Nope nope no

48. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
Nope nope nope no

49. Who's your last text from?
THE HEARTLESS ASS

50. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
Like what?

51. Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Yes

52. Someone on your mind right now?
Private and confidential

53. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
HAHA 10%?

54. Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
Mom I think

55. Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
Seletar Reservoir

56. Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
Didn’t sleep at all!

57. Anyone told you a secret this week?
Almost. CALVIN TOH = Anti-climax

58. When was the last time you bought something?
Yesterday?

59. Do you play an instrument?
Nope. Unless fooling around with recorder is counted

60. What's your favourite number? List down the people you would like them to complete this survey.

8 and 9

Erm I shall not pass anyone this tedious shit here (beside, none may be interested as well). So yah, do if you wanna do! JASMINE, I COMPLETED THIS!

With much diesel, lets burn it!

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 07:38:39 GMT

Photos' Courteousy of LIM ZIBIN!

COFFEE'S STALL UNCLE!

Ahbui leaving for work...

SEXY CHEST'S HAIRS! (Eyeliner)

HAPPY FAMILY \m/

GRAND ARRIVALS!

Absolute Vodka

TIME FOR GROUP PHOTOSSSSSS!

LIM ZIBIN'S BIG FACE HAHA

Look at Weiling's sexy mole! (Eyeliner again)

Haha my constipated face!

JJ loves to rack up what happened at Safari

Next up, the Esther(s) cant stand Keith Seow's continuous nonsense and launched an attack...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CREAMY KOH!!

Tunnel vision had him locked on in my sight.

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 06:27:49 GMT

MEETING, INCENTIVES, CONVENTION & EXHIBITION'S PAPER IS A DISPIRITING ONE AS WELL ):

I slept all the way through from 9pm last night till this morning, around 8.35am. Best of all, my paper starts at 8.50am/ 9am! It was until 8.35am then my Mom woke me up, and after arguing whether i said 7.30/ 8.30, i gave up and went on to prepare going school. Y'know it was really really terrible. I've the thought that today might be weekend, cos everything on my mind was so blury. & it seems impossible that i have any papers today, cos i dont feel like i studied anything. After 1-2 mins of 'in my own world', everything came flowing back into my mind, i went to bed ytd after watching few mins of dream-catchers and supposedly to wake up afterwhich to continue my revision, which apparently i dint managed to ):

Worst of all, i dint even memorise the notes at all. Imagine only writing the notes for chpt 9 to 12, the day before and the remaining chpts were browsed through the week before. Tell me, how to rmb a thing?! To think me & Peifen could still sleep, laugh and talk so much ytd, while doing our revision in school. Prolly cos theres lesser stuffs in MICE to memorise than DESATT, thats why we dint have the urgency?

Anyway, this whole incident is sucha regretful one. I placed quite abit of hope in MICE and i'm truely disappointed with myself. I couldnt even hold back my tears after the whole paper, cos this whole incident is just plain terrible. Put yourself in my shoe, and imagine youself waking up late and w/o memorising anything at all. Y'know i really feel like taking the supplementary paper today, cos at least for Finance, i studied but came late, whereas for this, i dint manage to memorise anything and came late (later than Finance). But yes, the 'discretionary cases' really worries me, as in, i might not be granted the chance to take the alternative paper, it really takes me quite abit of courage to walk into the examinations hall. It was quite a tough decision, in fact. Well, at least for me.

However, i'm really thankful for all the comforting words, encouragement and of cos the tissues paper given. But honestly speaking, i would rather this whole crap incident happens tmr, to EHRM's paper instead. Okay fine, what done cant be undone. I know i ought to move on, but this is pretty much for me to take. I shall allow myself to brood over it for 24hrs only. Maybe like what others' said, i shld put on my effort on EHRM to offset everything. Bound to have great variation betweem this sem's gpa and the previous, i shld be prepared for it ):

Bad things aside, i was seated at the same table as yesterday! Some would prolly knows what happened, since i went around telling some of my favourite classmates after the paper! Our tall and good-looking DESATT's lecturer helped me with the shaky table. Imagine him bending down and stuffing the paper right beside you, when the paper has started, how thoughtful! Okay, better stop my nonsense.

ONE MORE GOOD NEWS! I'VE RECEIVED THE EMAIL ABOUT HOW MUCH SUBSIDY I'LL RECEIVED FOR UO'S ATTACHMENT! It's quite a big sum actually, no wonder Shu Hui came talking to me immediately after i signed in msn. Okay i shall look forward to my Overseas' Attachment! I must go Disneyland when i'm off! (:

Last paper tomorrow! The agony is going to be over!

It will only take a spark, to keep the fire going.

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:11:11 GMT

Today's events are nothing but disastrous ):
Cant help but to think of the depressing Business Finance paper again, again and again. Questions worth 41marks left blank, tell me how to get over it ): 25marks- dont know how to do/ no time to try & the remaining 16marks- no time to even attempt. Y'know i spent an hour on Section A which consists only 40marks, thus left with only 30mins to complete Section B (60mins). Poor time management, yesssssss.

I was only left with 3mins to complete the last qn, the one on Inventory Management. Managed to complete the first part only (EOQ). I swear the paper is goddamn disheartening, i dint even have the mood to stay in school to do my revision for DESATT with Peifen. So sorry Peifen, i'll make it up to you! Perhaps by being you 'shield'! I realised i do know how to derive the share prices through dividends discounting, i even wrote on the question paper. But i thought that was the constant growth model, hence dint throw the whole chunk into the answer booklet! If i did, i'll prolly have additional 10marks or so. If i'm granted 10mins more, i'll be able to do the last qn (16marks) on inventory management. If i dint woke up late, i wont have to rush to school, i wont be late for the paper, i'll have the 10mins reading time. Okay so much for the if(s) which will never happens!

Nuff said about all things bad. I was quite lucky in fact, this morning. I woke up at only 8am, dashed down to hail a cab at around 8.19am, but there was none ): I forgot it's morning peak hours and i shld have called one instead. I was so desperate that i even thought of getting a MC and go for the supp paper instead. Okay thanks to the blessings by Fairy God Mother, Dad's timely arrival really saved his daughter. Happens that he left smth at home and while he was on his way back, he saw his poor daughter who was on the verge of tears standing anxiously at the roadside.

Fine. Nothing i could do to change the results. I think i shld be able to pass Finance, with the help from ICA(s), just that i wont be able to get my B as wished. Prolly C or D, based on my own calculations. Fairy God Mother, please grant me a wish... I HOPE ALL OF MY MODULES ARE AT LEAST A B! Okay i hope thats not too much to ask for.

Should get back to studying now! I'm placing on my hopes on the remaining papers! Andand, dinner just now at Purvis Street was great! I love Hock Lam's Beef Noodles! Whats' more can i ask for, good food and supportive friends?!